So I haven't written in my journal in almost a year. This past month I've grown so much as a person, it's overwhelming. I thought I'd share what's up with me. I was taken to the hospital and was terribly mistreated. (to put it in a nut shell) My legs and nails were purple and swollen, it hurt to even slightly put the bottom of my feet on the floor in reaction to the medecines they were giving me. It taught me that just because someone has had an "education" you Must listen to yourself and what your body tells you FIRST, no matter what. Your experiences do mold you as a person, and how you decide to handle it is on you, but you will learn something. Whether it is you choose the right decision or not. Life is too short to say, "Oh man, I really wish I would have done that..." I have reunited my relationship with my father, with whom I haven't spoken to in about a year. I've never felt this awesome in my life, ever. I have never wanted to model this badly, when something like this happens to you, you wake the HELL up! I'm 20 years old and have experienced a lot of, shit. I've moved away from the past and removed the negative from my life only to surround myself with beautiful people with amazing warm hearts. I want to thank everyone that's been there for me, your love and support makes me stronger. I have big plans, but you will all have to wait and see what happens

With Sincere thanks,

Emily Lynn